Again,again,again

J,

it's been a long time since i last saw you.

i hardly recognized you.

and i thought i would be doing fine the next time i do.

but i still fall into pieces.

over and over again.

i heard that you talked about the past

with that far-away look,

with regrets and with fondness,

would i be the former,

or the latter?

but reality struck me

you leaned over and whispered something into her ears,

that girl you are with,

she smiled, and kissed you softly on your lips.

i pretended to have not noticed.

deep inside, i screamed.

and slowly died.


R.